Wednesday, September 26, 2012
I love my boyfriend, but I know if my dad ever found out that he was two years older than me (I'm 13, he's 15), he would flip out. He doesn't understand that I have no interest in boys my own age, and that I finally found a guy who I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with. His name is classified, but I will tell you this..... He lives in NY State, and he is a sophomore in high school. Now you're probably wondering what a 15 y/o in NY is doing dating a 13 y/o in TX, and the answer is this: the internet. I met him on a dating site, and we have been friends for almost 2 years. We just started dating 9/10/12, and so far it's been amazing. He knows how to make me feel better if I've had a crappy day, and he always remembers to say "I love you" before I say goodbye. But sometimes he doesn't say it, he'll just send me a <3, and that's enough. I know he loves me, and he knows that I love him. We have no plans for the future, we're still working out the kinks, but one day......... One day, It'll be our turn to live forever in holy matrimony.
I frickin' hate my stupid family! They try to act like they understand when they really don't, and when I try to help them understand, they don't want to know. I love my dad, but the whole "Tamara's family is your new family, so just deal with it" pisses me off even more. And now, all of a sudden, he wants her and her family out??? Explain to me how that works. I mean really, why waste my time with stuff that has nothing to do with me. Uuuugggghhhh, never mind. Not like it matters really. He just wants to piss me off.